Okay, I've not been blogging for long & have came back. I guess I don't even have 1 pathetic reader! But it's okay! I'll build everything from scratch again since I'm so free, Wahaha! I've started my instashop I think 8 months ago? Yeap! & I'm still hesitating to close down due to the lil one! I'm intending to start up a domain with my previous stocks $$, head over to bkk to find supply, open a new collection. But! NOT FOR THE TIME BEING! ): It was always my dream to manufacture my own design line of clothing, but nothing beats more than really doing it right?! Hahaha, so yes! I MAY be opening a new collection & renaming my shop, which was initially (ponypixies) & I don't really like that name! 

I'm currently selling instocks in my instashop because I have nothing to do all day thou! :D 

Sadly, I don't even have 20 customers per day. How is it possible to start a new collection? Nah, marketing advertisements are everywhere, who says I can't? For those faggots who think that I'm incapable of doing things, I'll show you I can. 

I grew up in an incomplete family. I guess, most of us grew up in a broken family. It's something common in Singapore, right? I won't want to touch on that any further. I live with my very grandparents & one of my lil sis. Trust me, I am not that rich kind of Barbie. Nor some poor pauper. My grandpa is 70 years old and wakes up at 5.30am even on public holidays to work & support the family. Which I really appreciate, because my grandparents has never gave up on me no matter how rebellious I was in the past.. I'll never forget to repay such a saint & what god gave to me as a gift in my life. As for me, just a typical ahlian or whatever you guys call it. Actually to be exact, I'm not even sure if I'm an ahlian lol. I'm more of those tomboyish girls?! I can't wear heels!! Hahah, because whenever i try walking confidently in them, I'll fall or twist my ankle. There was this time, when I was walking with my HEELS on, (because I decided to be more 'feminine') I did try to walk with them at home, they were fine!! But once I stepped out of my house, it was a disaster. I nearly fell in front a group of PEOPLE. I twisted my ankle & guess what? Everybody stared and laughed, nobody came to help. I told myself its okay & stood up and quickly walked away to excuse myself from the crowd. It WAS SO FUCKING embarrassing. I could still remember it was at jurong point. Well, hah. I never walked on heels since that day. I was those girls that hated wearing skirts. Even if I had to, I'll wear fbt OR safety shorts, to feel safe! I know many of you out there do it too!! Same same ah. I had my first boyfriend when I was pri 6, yes young!! But it was puppy love also la! & soon, when I was in secondary 1 I met someone. He's a jerk by the way. I'll never forget what he did. Even after the breakup, his mouth wouldn't keep the bullshit in. Rumors still goes around, but it doesn't really affect me anymore. I stopped hanging around with that group of friends. I figured out I'll be sweeping the roads in another 10 years if I continued. & I met my current boyfriend, WenBin. He encouraged me to give up smoking, & I did (surprisingly) haha! We're together for about1 year ++ he's a really nice guy. Though he has tattoos all over. He isn't really as bad as what other people thought he was. Sometimes, people do things out of foolishness. No one is in any position to blame. I actually met him 3 years ago! But never really took notice of him, but fate got us together I guess?! (: actually, I'm really happy with my life now. I feel loved, secure & happy. The one I love, my boyfriend is serving the ns now & I'm proud of him. Wahahah, you better see this! I've got food to eat, I can do what I like to do! I'm contented than ever. I never thought of going back to that group of friends because, it's like I rather have one true friend than hundreds and over of them. When you try trusting them, you're like already losing hope in yourself. LOL WTH AM I SAYING. 👏👏 ya la, but its impossible for me to go back la, I say until so bhb like they want me to go back hor? But really, I wouldn't risk being hurt by those rumors that they all spread. Because I know what I did wrong or right. I never promised anyone I'll do anything for them. They assumed it. Who can I blame? I'm ending here hoho! Hopefully someone reads it or smth! 

Ok gna go eat, I'm starving!

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