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Blogged again. Couldn't think of a good title for my post today. Not a good day today.
Skipped motivational programme because of someone and ended up being left alone at home doing nothing and raging because of my period. Fuck cramps. Reason why I'm so fucked up because nobody will take time to understand how I feel. Saved up for that punching bag, yet people don't appreciate.
Forget it.
Guess blogger's had become my personal journal whereby I can write down my thoughts.. Having motivational programmes for three consecutive days, mon, tue wed till 6.30 pm. Can you imagine?
Neurology, brain cells, formulas, better ways to study. You kidding me? We have to sit in the hall from 7.25 am till 6.30pm for three days for these three things. Damn I'm not some kind of robot.
Study stress, relationship stress. What more can I deal with? I guess I should just leave you alone.
It feels so difficult to be alone, just doing nothing. Or maybe, studying, listen to the music, going home feeling empty, nothing on my schedule or checklist, I don't feel like studying, I don't feel like sleeping, I don't feel like eating. I don't even know what I want. Kinda hard to handle isn't it? That's why life is too boring.
But I guess I'll just let things take its course. Nothing's gonna hurt more when you care..
Hope tomorrow will be a better day.
Bye x
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